Laura

Now Laura and Megan occasionally went to church together on Wednesday nights. They would get picked up by these couple with this huge van, that picked up any kids in the area that wanted to go. Megan didn't want to go so Laura invited me. The main reason for going I soon found out was so the whole ride to church about 45 minutes, she'd flirt with these guys, who were brothers. I was right in on it. I was so happy! I finally got to do something and it involved guys! We got to church and we had this little group discussion and everything went well. It was very powerful and kinda hit home for me. However as soon as we got back on that bus, all the flirting started again. Harmless you might think? Yes it was! We were 13 years old! Anyways, the church thing didn't last long. The boys that used to ride moved, and Laura stopped going.

Laura has this younger brother Tom, oh did I have a crush on him. He was in 6th grade, but he had already lost his virginity. We started flirting but it never really went anywhere he always had a girlfriend.

Then Rob moved into town, he was the type where he was always talking about sex. I was turned on and wanted just because I thought he may be the "one." Somehow we got to talking and I decided I would miss the bus home and give him a blowjob (my first.) The end of the day came at school, and he met me where he was supposed to and he told me he had to go home. He looked real bummed though, and I played it off like I didn't care. But I did... I was absolutely crushed. I'm thinking fuck I'm not even good enough to suck someone's cock? Really? We still flirted after that, but it was never the same.

Alright we will fast forward through that juvenile shit. I just wanted to get across that normal kids aren't like that, that young, are they?

So I hit High School, me and Laura still close. My parents are letting me do more. I'm in 9th grade. Laura had already lost her virginity before 8th grade to Chris. Now Chris was different than all the other guys my friends lost their virginity to. Chris was a grade ahead of us. A TRUE badass. Tall, dark tan, smoking hot. How did Laura end up with him? Just so happens that Chris was drunk and needed to stick his dick in something. She got lucky, SHE used him. Laura was nothing to brag about, maybe which is why I liked being around her. When it was just me and her, guys wanted ME there was no competition. We were at the homecoming game, when we see Chris, he is drunk. He starts flirting with me. (This is the first time I actually ever talked to him) He tells me, he wants to have sex with me. Laura tells me just to go for a walk with him and her to her Uncle's to use the phone. I tell her in private, "Laura I don't want to be left alone with him." She says "I won't leave you alone, just mess with him it'll be fun" I say alright, the whole couple blocks to her uncle's house he's staggering next to me, grabbing my ass and lifting my shirt to put his arm around my bare hip. Inside I am so excited and nervous. I'm arguing with myself, telling myself that THIS is what I wanted. I've been waiting forever for this opportunity. We get to her uncle's place, he lives in this rundown hotel. The apartments don't have any bathrooms or bedrooms, it's all open. Chris is trying to get on me, I tell him I have to go to the bathroom, thinking he'd stay with Laura. I walk down the hall and I'm in the hotel's public bathroom (for guys or girls) I mean people live there. He follows me, gets in there and pushes me up against the wall. I feel his cock pushing against me, and he's kissing me and shoving his hands up my shirt on my tits. I say "Chris stop" he doesn't. I don't know exactly how I got out of that bathroom but I did. We're back in the room with Laura. Next thing you know me and Chris are on the bed. He is begging me to have sex with him, he lifts up my shirt, my bra he's got his mouth on my boobs.. Then he starts going lower he's kissing my untouched tummy and I freak out. I jump outta the bed and I'm breathing heavy not knowing what the hell I should do. Laura says, "Alice, leave a minute, let me talk to him" I say ok, I walk out the door next thing I know, he's coming out too and storming off, pissed. I ask Laura what the hell she said to him. She said nothing. Afterwards I say "Laura where'd he go? I want to have sex with him. I'm ready" She was jealous obviously. He was her first. She did not want to share. She just said I don't know maybe back at the football game. We never seen him again that night and I was majorly disappointed with myself.

The next weekend, I was with her again. We were going to stay at her Aunt's house, we didn't though. We got there and her cousin was throwing a fit about something. So me, Laura, her cousin Mike and his friend went to go to Mikes house. First we stopped along the way at Mike's sisters house and we all shared a bottle of blackberry brandy.  We then went to Mikes. We get there and Mike starts kissing me, next he's taking off my pants (while his friend and Laura are right next to us on the bed) and he starts going down on me. I was so drunk I don't even really remember much of that, he was younger than me so  probably wasn't any good, LOL. But I remember he then was telling me to suck his cock. I had it in my mouth and I was going to town on it. My first blowjob, but I think I did rather well. He didn't cum, he kept telling me we should have sex. Finally I tell him ok, but we need a condom, do you have a condom? No he doesn't. So me and his friend decide to walk to a gas station and get one out of the little dispensers. Now I was from the country I wasnt used to the city at all. Even though it's a very small town. We walk get to gas station around 3pm. Here the side doors to the bathrooms are locked. We're like "fuck" turn around and here's a cops headlights shining on us. He yells "run" he takes off, apparently thinking I know where the fuck I am going. I don't. I walk around town for 2 hours before I find my way back to this house I'd only been to once. I get there and I'm ready to crash. I get in bed with everyone when Mike's drunk mom comes home. She comes and turns on the light, and she's calling me and Laura whores, he told her to shut the fuck up and go to bed. The following weekend there's a school dance. My older sister just got her drivers license. So my mom told us we could take the van. We get to the dance, my sis goes by her friends. When me and Laura see Chris. Sitting down, drunk already. I walk up to him. He looks up and me and says "you ready to fuck" I confidently say "yes." He smiles, grabs my hands and says "lets go" We walk out to my mom's van. I hand him a condom, he kisses me a little and takes off my pants. And penetrates my totally untouched vagina. I cried out and he whispered in my ear, "it'll feel better, in a minute." It'll be a year and a half before I talk to him again....